[x]- I've heard your rumors. Your running mouths make me your Hollywood Starlette. The more you run my name, the more you increase my fame. Bitches are bound to talk shit. Keeping track of my life like clock work. Your words can be harsh, but they still make me famous.
This is me, and you better like it. I'm Ashley aka Ashley Marie. I'm 16. I'm livin' in Sanford, FLORIDA (where the beautiful bitches beaches are) I am a Pieces (Feb. 27). I'm a junior (c/o 07) at Crooms Academy of Information Technology. I'm a mutt.. and I had a lot of time on my hands one day and figured out exactly what I was. I'm 40% Italian, 10% Polish, 25% Scottish, and 25% Dutch/Irish. I'm fat, i'm huge, i'm obese, i'm a cow. Whatever you wanna call it. I'm me and that's that. You don't like it, go ahead and tell me on my LJ. But prepare to get a slap right back in the face. What you "think" I care about, I don't. You mean nothing to me and you need to realize that, no matter who you are.
I'm a very simple person. I can get along with pretty much anyone.. but believe me, if you're bitch to me, I can be a bitch right back at ya. I canNOT stand labels! So don't label me. Because honestly, I am a good, caring person when and if you get to know me. I trust everyone at first, but once you lose my trust, it's gone -forever-, no matter who you are. I get along with almost everybody at first, but the longer we stay friends, the more arguments we'll get in because I tell people how I feel and I LOVE to argue. If you don't know how to stick up for yourself and argue back in a REASONABLE manner, then we will -not- get along. I'll tell you that right now. I I do lose friends easily because of that. I seem to hate things just because other people love them. I'm usually different everyday. I can be boring and serious.. or I can be cool and funny. I LOVE getting what I want, but who doesn't? I love to have fun, but not the type of fun people around here have. I'm not a club person. I'd chose sitting at home wrapped up in a blanket watching TV on a Friday night then going out dancing. I think it's my VERY out of shape body that has to do with that. If you don't like what I like then I hate you, even if I don't tell you I do, because i'm very selfish! =)
I love attention from friends and other people, besides my family. I love my family more then anything in the world, but I hate it when they talk about my bad grades. It's like no matter how hard I try, it's not good enough for them. So when it comes to report card time, I totally AVOID them for the moment. If they bring it up again some other time, I just ignore them. I LOVE my family to death, but i'm very sensitive when it comes to grades. It may seem that I dislike a lot of people.. but I'm am really just cautious of the people I talk to and hang out with. A lot of people in this world (especially at Crooms) like to stab you in the back.. and I've had my fair share of that. So, i'm just careful, ya know? I've been told by many people that I seem to like people only when they give me things. Not just physical things but mental too, like help and care. But hey, i'm only human! I HATE when people think they know me!
But really.. I am a very sensitive person, I just don't really show it. I'm a very confused girl too. I honestly don't know exactly who I am, but i'm getting there. I believe that you don't need friends. It's family that will always be there for you. Friends are just people you meet. Family is the people that God gave you to help you with life and problems. Up until recently, I didn't believe in dating in high school, but I realized that if you happen to find that right person, then things can work out. I used to not EVER want a husband or even a boyfriend. Or kids when I got older. But I realized that that's life, and if I can't find my dream guy and have the perfect family, then i'll find some rich guy to support me. Because those are the 2 things that make me happy in life, family, and money.
My journal is real, honest, and 100% me. And I do not tolerate DRAMA. I've had enough drama this year to last me until I'm 40. I'm done with drama, I'm sick of it. So, if you read my journal and you've got something to say about the way I am or what I say or how I say it.. then, PLEASE.. take it somewhere else because I don't wanna hear it. If you believe that you just MUST say something to me, go ahead and say it, but i'm telling you right now, it will not be pretty. I bitch and whine.. but you know what? It's my journal, and if you're going to read it then you're going to have to deal with it. If you add me and tell me, I will add you back.. And please, comment regularly or I will delete you. =)
Things You Might Not Know About Me I loved The Spice Girls when I was a kid. I'm jealous of people who have their life together. I love to argue, even when it hurts me. I am a virgin. Honestly. I HATE cartoons. I believe in not dating until after high school. I used to obsess over guys. I trust almost everyone, but when you ruin it once, it’s gone forever. My mom and dad are divorced. I don't understand why people are so afraid to show who or what they used to be. That's not them now, so why should it matter? I’m very emotional, most of the time I can barely hold back tears. I'm a bit of a hypocrit. I love going to Disney. I love it when people feel sorry for me. I hate when people think they know me. I have an obsession with flip flops. I don't treat my mom like I should. I talk a lot of shit.. but, most of it is true. I hate shaving my legs. I love the color pink. I will always be a Backstreet Boy fan. I’m a bit judgmental sometimes. I love random quotes and songs that don't make sense, they're beautiful. =) I love meeting new people. I hate when people think they know everything about a certain subject just because they know someone who knows a lot about it. I only have one friend that I’ve known for a long time. I lose my friends easily. My favorite show of ALL time is Summerland. I don't believe in God, but I love being a Christian. I’m obsessed with LJ. I eat a lot. I'm a brat sometimes. I love my family a lot. Jessica Simpson is my idol. I get attached easily. I think the HOTTEST guy in the world is Jesse McCartney. I get stared at a lot and I don’t know why. I love my grandma more then anything and anyone in the entire world. I can’t wait to move out and go to college in Palm Beach. I’ve never lost anyone. I love Britney Spears. I'm a family person. I was born half country. I seem to exaggerate a lot. I’m the kind of person that thinks every second counts. I suck at first impressions. I don’t get why people drink, smoke, and do drugs, and I probably never will. I don’t apply myself in school. I'm very out of shape. I put too much on my plate and get myself overwhelmed. (not food, I mean life in general) I play by MY rules. I need to get my priorities straight. I hate throwing things away that used to be special to me. I sometimes hate people just because their ugly. Like I mean you have to be seriously hideous though. Sometimes I take people’s ideas and claim them as mine. The most important thing to me when tanning is to tan my neck. I'm racist sometimes.. I’m a procrastinator. I'm my own best friend. I like pilates. I don’t know what’s good for me. I seem to put most things off and never get them done. I learn from other peoples mistakes. I’m very insecure. I have cute feet no matter what anyone says. I like to clean. Sometimes I don’t know what I believe in. I question myself a lot. My favorite movie of ALL time is A Walk to Remember. I hate hiding things from people. I like pissing people off.
Important Dates 3/18- Spring Break Starts 3/20- Lindsey’s Birthday (My sister) 3/24- Cruise to the Bahamas & Grandma’s Birthday 3/27- Easter w/ my family 3/28- Back to school 4/1- April Fools 4/2- Aaron Carter Concert w/ Christine 4/5- Make my appointment to get my license 4/15- Palm Beach! 5/6- IOA Fieldtrip! 5/7- My Dads Birthday! 5/19- Take my driving test and get my license! ( I passed!! =D ) 5/26- Last day of school! 5/28- Moving! 5/30- Camp with Caitlyn! 6/4- Back from camp with Caitlyn! 6/5- Palm Beach! 6/13- Back home from Palm Beach. 6/22- Summer school. =( 7/4- No summerschool that day.. THANK GOD. 7/8- End of Summer school!! =) 7/10- New Smyrna Beach for a week and a half! 7/20- Back home for back to school shopping and Wet N Wild! 7/22- Wet N Wild 7/29- Orientation 8/1- Back to school!